Yours truly

2006-09-17T16:15:00.000+08:00

time for a changeeee which i badly need (:

http://joyphoria.wordpress.com

2006-09-06T23:14:00.000+08:00

my brother has once again, kindly, lied to meeeee.
urgh
he's out yet again

i've never felt so lonely before

i do not like this feeling... at all.

2006-09-05T12:49:00.000+08:00

so it's been a long long while since i last keyed an entry
so much happened over the weeks
besides, the start of my attachment has made me so lifeless
yeah, i'm very much perturbed by this brutal fact

okay, let's talk about my attachment at JCHS Media first
so, basically they manufacture and distribute major accesories for apple products such as ipods, ibooks, etc..
yeap, and the first few days of work were horrendous
what we did was packing, more packing and still packing!
omg
subsequently, my boss gave me more tasks to do
erm, stuff which proved to be constructive and i must say i am beginning to learn quite a bit from the company
that's not a bad thing (:
i'm doing sales and marketing and a little internet marketing as well

it's finally into the second week of my attachment and i can't wait for it to end already!
seriously, i don't mind waking up this early every morn to go to sch now.. heh

life's unpredictable;
bryan's dad got injured badly and was hospitalized a week ago
he's gotta at least stay for another 2-3 months i suppose
poor baby bryan has been staying over at the hospital with his dad almost everyday
but he's a great son; it touches me to see the way he takes care of his dad
it makes me love him even more (:
take good care of yourself my dear..i'm always here for ya <3
and be rest assured that uncle will recover very soon for he is a strong man! (:
and you've been the best boyfriend ever so don't worry anything bout neglecting me..
i still love you no matter what (:

sad news one after another;
tjow's dad passed away at home
it's really heartwrenching to hear this news
and it's not just long ago that his wife gave birth to their baby girl
just as they welcome a new little life into the family
they have to bid goodbye to another....
life... is such.
it only teaches me to truly cherish the people ard me more (:

and mama is holidaying in korea nowwww
for 8 friggin days!
perhaps i've been too caught up with other stuff to even miss my mum
but it's certainly good to have her ard to wake me up and prepare breakfast for me!

alright folks, till then..
i really miss some of my friends
those that i used to hang out with so often before attachment
we should do something exciting like damn soon
meanwhile, take careee everyone who's reading this (:

**i was really elated to see you all dressed up just for a usual date out
you really looked uber cute and captivating
and how i miss admiring your pretty eyes without your specs
but nah, you look good in anything ;)
i know you wanted to please me
i know you are forking out time to accompany me
i know... i know, you love me
and i love you dearly too (:
thanks for everything my dearest boy.. <3

2006-08-17T21:45:00.000+08:00

someone is naughty and he found his way here! haha :P

anyway...

Happy 1st Month, DARLING!

16o8o6
tricked baby bryan and had him to come over
prepared a heart-shaped potato salad especially for him
and a box of surprises all for my baby! hee (:
a scrumptious dinner at marina sq
a lovely film
and a sweet sweet way to mark the day with a big big smile at swensen's!
what a lovely night with my dearest (:

and now it's time to mug yet again
omg!
itlg this saturday....
and i haven't really started
uh oh
but at least i have my motivation with me while i go through all this
heee
can't wait for next thurs to come so that we can finally enjoy! (:

wendy ng! time to camp in the lib AGAIN
haha

meanwhile.. all the best for the finals peeps! (:

2006-08-13T17:37:00.001+08:00

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,

who calls you back when you hang up on him,

who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,

or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...

wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,

who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,

who holds your hand in front of his friends,

who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on.

One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares

and how lucky he is to have you....

The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her."

2000-word report on WIL reflections
there's actually alot in mind
much to share
but everything feels so... limited
i need a pool of inspiration.. OMG ):

ohh, and i forgot to mention about eeyore?
fineee. i shall tell the whole world how WENDY NG and BRYAN CHUA mistreated my favourite toy before we went to catch the fireworks
these 2 persons were guilty of suffocating my eeyore, stuffing the poor donkey into my not-so-big sling bag, thinking that i wldn't notice and still bring it out -_-
you seeee, eeyore isn't very slim as you might've noticed. BAH! what a superb plan there... (:
now you know what you get when 2 of a kind get together.. woahahah

when they say opposites attract, it's actually kinda true. lol (:

just 1 last presentation to go..
1 more report to submit..
and all's overrrrr!
BUT
my first paper is approaching a tad too fast
and it's time to mug again.... holy crap.

DID I MENTION I AM ULTRA UNDERPAID FOR MY ATTACHMENT?! 5.5 DAYS... OMG
THEY BETTER TEACH ME CONSTRUCTIVE STUFF! ):

i need ideas for the sweetest present, erm, hand-made ones..
any ideas folks?! (:
no prizes for the best suggestion...
but maybe an exclusive hug frm joyce tan?! woahahah
pleaseeeee help ((:

above all else
thank God for my sweetest baby bryan
he's been sucha great companion, a motivator, and the best lover (:

2006-08-10T02:49:00.000+08:00

busy. busy. still busyyyy
heh heh

so it's been 10 days since i last updated. this is gonna be a longgggg longgg one :P
oh before that,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JOEL LEE WEN JIAN!

these 10 days have been greeeaaatee (:

wed was dinner at bryan's place;
bowling with his family;
pillow fights;
awesome.
hee. (:

and thurs was ITLG booth presentation and all went well!
it was a different approach to handling a project, a change for good certainly! (:
and baby bryan's been so sweet to help out in setting up the booth
staying back late with me and waiting for me! ((:

tt05 @ ITLG presentation

fri came and we had our kms presentation. received pretty good comments; job well done by just4. lol (:

next up was the rehearsal at night for the BIG DAY! all i did was repeating my speech over and over again. and oh! blowing lots and lots of balloons. haha. and the day ended perfectly after midnight with bryan coming to sch to pick me up and having supper with me! <3

we're very BORED :P

it's SATURDAY and the BIG DAY finally arrived! it was a GIGANTIC success with all the supporters, wil team, keys team and lecturers!

a heart-warming day; seeing my students (now friends) graduating, cam-whoring away, friends coming down to support this event and most importantly, bryan's and mama's presence!

baby bryan was sooo pleasantly sweet! while i was shivering away backstage waiting for the ceremony to begin, he jumped from the back and gave me a big big hug! no idea how he made his way backstage but he's sucha honey! (:

half of my sweets & my no. xxx speech :P

my beloved wil team (:

with aiai and her aiai! (:

my 2 most impt darlings ((:

uncle milton&baby bryan. lol. :P

cameras are wonders. heeee. (:

it's been a brilliant journey with the wil team and RTs throughout this sem. the hard work paid off indeed. and the friendships forged, i would never ever keep them away from my memory. thanks guys! i loveeee each and every one of you! (:

had lunch at raffles city with mummy and bryan. their first meeting cum meal together! woots. it was ultra tee-heehee. food was yummy, company was right, everything turned out oh-so well!

off to work on sunday! for 9 freaking hours... but baby bryan came over and picked me up. he brightened up my day totally and marked my day with a big big smile. heeeee. had dinner and caught 'click'. not too bad a movie but it was pretty predictable though. drove home and it was all good. (:

woah. this is too long an update man. let's do a shortcut :P nothing that significant bout mon but tue was wonderfully spent with classmates and my beloved! had dinner at fishermen's wharf, caught fireworks at padang; it's always perfect with the right company. (: the group stayed over at wl's place and we played mahjong! woahaha. well spent national day eve! (:

bryan came over ytd for dinner with me and mama. yummy food, ndp and chatting; cushion fight this time round. hah! my love (:

and it's dinner with the dudes plus fireworks tmr! i can't wait! wheeee. been some time since we last had a meal together. i'm looking forward (:

i feel blessed (:

2006-08-01T00:18:00.000+08:00

for my baby wensi's sake..
presenting to you my dearest baby bryan..
hahah (:

no idea what he was doing but he looked sooo cute. hahah. (:

itlg down! kms and ecd reports down! now there's kms and ecd slides to do and up next would be loads of presentations. i think we haven't started on SM?! OMG. shitty crappy module. busy busy week with WIL rehearsals.. can't wait for the BIG DAY. (:

wanted to get my new phone last weekend but we have decided to wait for something else! hee hee. my pretty pretty phone (:

only issue is that.... i'll be getting the black one and bryan's getting the pink one! woahaha. but i think he still loves his atom the most laaa. pleh. i can't wait! i need a new phone laaaaa.

i've got 500 bucks for the NP scholarship thingy. HAHA. and i was wondering how come my bank account has extra money! what a pleasant surprise. wheeee. NP is soo generous to always drop me money. lol. (:

life is good. <3

2006-07-27T01:01:00.000+08:00

reports, projects and deadlines aside, life is simply brilliant (:

having great friends around to share the happiness doubles my joy

spending time at kap during the weirdest hour;
strolling all the way frm kap to home;
skating in the middle of the night;
touring sentosa in the wee hours;
driving around to nowhere;
shopping for hours;

loving every moment (:
sucha a sweet lil baby bryan (:

my phone's faulty and oh my gosh!
people can hear my voice while i can't hear a single thing ):
so that leaves me with only SMSing
and so.... we have decided to get a new phone this weekend!
hee hee. (:

gotta find time to lunch with my dearest joycie!
hee. soon kay, my dear. (:

for the next one week or so, we're gonna be soooooo busy with the ceremony rehearsals
one part of me can't wait for the big day to end
another side of me knows that i'm gonna miss the guys badly ):
well... it was such a great experience

I GOT MY ITP POSTING
WOOTS
NOT THE IDEAL PLACE I WANTED THOUGH
BUT APPARENTLY IT'S NOT THAT BAD ANYWAY
WISH ME LUCK (:
HAHA

<3 bcyy (:

2006-07-22T02:12:00.000+08:00

看住时间
别让它再流浪
从前我太适应悲伤
你的出现在无意中
却深深撼动我
一起走着没说什么心是满足的
这个世界随时都要崩塌
我没有其它的愿望
假如明天将消失了
趁现在我爱着
只想记得，被你抱着温热的感受

Love’s beautiful, so beautiful
我失去过更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我
被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手不要放手永远守护我

Love’s beautiful, so beautiful
我很快乐
你会了解我
我不会再哭泣
是因为我相信
我们勇敢的爱着
每秒钟都能证明一生的美丽

i love you, bryan chua ying yong <3

2006-07-18T01:56:00.000+08:00

160706;

what a special day;
of double happiness <3

birthday celebrations were good
i just wanna keep it simple
so, THANK YOU (:

especially the RT guys
those guys have touched my life; greatly (:

2006-07-13T01:36:00.000+08:00

it's always things that i find out unintentionally that hurt me deeply
not that i haven't moved on
but it just hits me hard
thinking of the days i've spent like a dumbass trying to get over things
i was sucha fool

but it's okayyyy
life's still brilliant and my bday's coming! haha
such issues shouldn't be in the big HAPPY picture
i have such lovely friends who are celebrating my birthday with me over the next few days
my mind shouldn't be occupied with such disturbing people (:
i am really looking forward to the rest of the week. omg!
i loveeeeeeeeee being 19
haha (:

AND I AM GETTING A CASIO EXILIM. OMG! <3 MAMA AND KORKOR LAAAAA (:
hahah

it's probably a brand new beginning
a time for me to recover from the past
and a time to love again
may it blossom ((:

i'm so gonna get damn FAT for the next few days. ohh crappy ):
but of course, i don't careeee, it's my bday so i call the shots!
hah.
thanks to all who planned the celebrations
though some may not see this
but i still wanna say THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU GUYS!! (:

till then;

2006-07-04T22:41:00.000+08:00

OMGOMGOMG
MAMA SAYS SHE'S GOING TO BUY A DIGICAM FOR ME AS A BIRTHDAY GIFT

OH MY CRAP
THIS IS WAY TO COOL (:

i'm a happy girl
hee hee (:

actually i wanted to ask for a nike merge watch
BUT since she voiced out and it's like a much much better gift
whyyy not
hahaha
i love my mummy laaaaaa (:

am looking forward to my 19th for the first time

chompchomp here we comeeeeee (:

2 is just nice, 3 is a crowd

2006-07-04T00:16:00.000+08:00

what would you do if you're caught in the middle?

2006-06-29T00:53:00.000+08:00

recently i've been thinking
pondering bout why i'm still fearful of relationships
is it a form of escape or plain dumbness?

there are times when i thought it's all over
but after some time, it's back to the same square
what a vicious cycle it is

technically speaking, my ex-boyfriend didn't hurt me in any way
i decided the outcome, chose that path and initiated the breakup
seriously, i don't blame him for anything
i just can't comprehend why i'm affected this badly
and that's when i realised, i'm sucha weakling when it comes to handling relationships issues
i'm just an uber emo kid who's horrible at controlling my own feelings

sometimes it's really not up to me to decide
cause when problems start piling up
confusion would set in
and i start to lose track

what an irony you know
one moment i don't wanna rush into anything
next moment i'm so sick of waiting and anticipating

truth is, i'm just a friggin coward who refuses to face it

when there's no hope, there's no disappointment

2006-06-23T03:18:00.000+08:00

he interests me a bit
life's a bitch you know
people always meet at the wrong time

i just can't possibly date a guy who shares the same name as my ex
it's simply weird

sighhhhhh

i.need.to.break.away.

ahhhahh

as usual, dinner was soooo good with the girls!
it's just the company that matters
no matter where we are
i love qiqi and teresa
haha (:

turning 19 doesn't make a big difference actually
the number just keeps increasing
people don't believe i'm my age
just so annoying!

howness.what.should.i.do. ):

2006-06-21T00:54:00.000+08:00

a while ago, it seemed like everyone was getting attached
but right now, people are starting to break up
i don't know why
but it's sad to know

are relationships seasonal?

oh well
i really do think it's good to remain this way
somehowwww
but when those evil moments hit you, they hit you badly
but it happens
all the time (:

had so much fun and good food with qiqi and teresa last week
all thanks to teresa's big day! hee (:

*sorry to my dearest teresa for today! will make it up to you soon! say, another blueberry cheesecake? haha. *hugs* (:

then it's qiqi's big day with us on this thur! totally can't wait. i love these girls. we're forever so chatty. hahas. (:

a part of me wants this sem to end soon
but it's okay, i'm still enjoying school
i love to go to school
erm, if not for the early lessons.. it'd be much better. HAHA

a part of me can't wait for this sem to end
you're oh-so-fake and oh-so-scary
i do not like you at all

but with all the others still around, i'm happy!
for those who've heard my random ramblings, thanks very much for your patience and precious ears or eyes! haha. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOSHUA KANG ZHE MIN! HAHA (:

2006-06-15T00:04:00.000+08:00

looking out through the glass panes
thinking of the days they cheered while walking up the path to blk 72
banners were hung up high; everyone was ever enthu
the mask

seeing zhiming and kexi reminded me of the good old days
when we first met them, they were still year 1s
time.... really waits for no one.

it's great to see the seniors receiving their certs
but sad to probably see them for the last time
still, memories are there to stay; always (:

i never regretted making that decision 365 days ago
really, not anymore.
there's so much more to look forward to, life is good (:

HAPPY 19TH TO TERESA NG YUN SHAN! HAHA ;)

2006-06-09T23:29:00.000+08:00

woke up with a bad headache and rising temperature
yeah, i'm sick again, damn ):

initially, i had my plans all organised already
2pm-interview in town
3.30pm-meeting with BA cares
5pm-briefing for graduation ceremony
6.30pm-collect the pair of shoes i've reserved
7pm-meet josh, joel and zy for shopping
midnight-watch world cup at a friend's place
GERMANY (:
erm, BALLACK! :P

NOW-ALL SCREWED UP
i truly hate being sick!
plans are ruined and worse, no appetite
i didn't even eat a single thing the whole day ):

but i have such sweet friends
thanks for all the smses, dudes! they make my mood so much better though they're probably still enjoying now. bleahs.

--

i was reading an entry about a girl
she was so much in love with a boy some years ago
girl was older and boy was a popular figure in school
they had so much objections from people around them
but girl and boy went through all those obstacles together
and finally, they received much blessings
they loved each other deeply
however, they were put to test after a long while
3rd party came into the picture
something serious happened
girl and boy broke up

until today
girl still misses boy alot
i don't know much
but the devotion she held so dearly was simply admirable
i envy her alot for all the support she gets from her family and friends
it's so overwhelming that this is probably the reason why she's still holding on

i wish her all the best from the bottom of my heart (:

2006-06-06T23:55:00.000+08:00

i love today
a day filled with tranquility;
rainy days (:

mama's been asking me weird questions AGAIN
yes, again
not that i do not want to
but, it's just..... not yet
c'mon, people yearn i know!
patience is a virtue, mummy (:
she probably thinks i have been staying home too much
haha

a couple of reports completed
and presentations were pretty good
i peeped at our tutor's marksheet and i saw an 'A'! ((:
would be cool if people quit asking me (i-don't-wanna-say-this-but-really) questions that only dodos would ponder over
i'm sorry but i have to say my tolerance level is usually not that low you know?
fine, i'm prolly just evil ):

it's just been alot of typing, schooling and staying home
but, certainly not my saturdays ;)

had dim sum at hong xing jiu lou with teresa after itlg test
standards are dropping quite a bit ):
and all thanks to the bad weather and our aching legs, we ended up spending hours doing manicure and eventually signed up for a package
aiyoh, NU REN DE QIAN ZHEN DE HEN HAO PIAN ):

met up with josh and joel in the evening
basket joel shopped like there's no tomorrow, he friggin' bought like 5 tops?!
even josh went home with 2 tops!
and i only got 1 pathetic cleansing oil ):
what's becoming of men these days?! haha
caught "she's the man" after much walking
it's SO GOOD you really shouldn't miss it ;)
and the 3 of us chatted for hours. what a fab night (:

I NEED TO WORK = MORE INPUT

there's more to look forward to;

2006-05-28T16:48:00.000+08:00

you know what's the thing that turns me off the most?

when someone thinks he/she knows me so damn well that he/she just go on and on bout what she/he knows and interpret me like an anagram ready to be solved?

i need no such attention from these people man
they can go ahead and try fix some puzzles or mystery but please, don't come mess around with me cause i don't freaking give a damn about what you might've known about me or even, know nuts bout anything

and i'm not some middle person who's 24/7 there to allow you both to bitch bout one another and YET freaking act like you're how damn close in each other's presence?
say what? class spirit? MY FOOT
please, do yourself a favour and get away from me
i don't have to know about your past grudges altogether
it's NONE OF MY BUSINESS

-----

caught all 3 movies that i wanted so much to watch ((:

over the hedge was damn cute but a tad too short i thought
it'd have been so much worth the $9.50 if they'd lengthened it or something

X-men3. hmmm.
storyline aside, i totally love the action scenes, good graphics and sound effects
otherwise, it's quite a disappointment and certainly not as good as X2.
bryan singer should've directed! ):
i thought there wasn't enough character development. each role is not even given much chance to zoom in into their special abilities.
a movie i wouldn't miss but please, don't bear such high hopes especially if you've watched X2

yesyes, WHAT'S WORSE IS I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE A CHANCE TO SEE CYCLOPES FIGHT AND HE'S ALREADY ON HIS WAY TO HEAVEN. what a turnoff yet again!
ohhh, my james marsden, my hottie! ):

it's yet another week to come

what's left to expect?

2006-05-24T01:19:00.000+08:00

no really, but why do you go around misleading people and yet appear to be nonchalant bout it all?
you think it's cool
trash, i totally detest ~~YOU~~
good riddance

was down with flu last weekend
how crappy can things get on a WEEKEND right
i just bummed around doing almost nothing constructive
moments like these drive me insane
you use 3/4 of the time pondering over matters that do not necessarily need so much attention, then your mind go haywire and you finally decide that's too much for you to take it

does anybody ever comprehend?
it's usually just the tip of the iceberg

that aside, yesterday was well spent (:
like, finally right! i knowwww
met up with teresa for dinner and Da Vinci code
you might've heard from so many people that it's way below expectations, that it's a flop and whatnot BUT i thought it was pretty good?
no idea why, i enjoyed it; much ;)

merci beaucoup, teresa (:
for your companion always
and your never-ps-spirit! hahs :p
over the hedge, when? HEE ;)

then it's X-MEN3 with kazuki, larry and yh this sat!
YAYYY.
life can be a bitch at times BUT with good movies and pals around, there ought to be an exception ((:

damnit
you think i've been enjoying too much?
BULLSHIT
I DO ALOT OF WORK ALSO KAY
hahas
and i really do mean, quite a fair bit of work
tasks before play; never neglected (:

YAYYY
shepherd's pie for lunch tomorrow ((:

i think i should marry either a chef, a film-maker or a coffee-maker
meanwhile, am still very much deprived ):

crappy, i can't afford my cleansing oil ):

i need great coffees, every morning (:

2006-05-17T00:28:00.000+08:00

those 2 bloggers 'WIL' and 'KMS' are seriously taking away alot of my personal space
been busy posting for these 2 modules that i don't even have time for my own

not that i do not want to, but i've been utterly jaded from typing reports and meeting deadlines
CRAPPY.

anyway, i had my share of FUN before getting tied down by projects this week
k-boxed 3 times in a row last week!
hohoho. how exciting is that. first it was with tt05 then with teresa, qiqi and gang then with my family on mother's day!
totally ko-ed man. haha. i hope i'm making sense
and yessss, caught poseidon too! it's not too bad a movie 'cept that it'd have been better if they'd extended 'the sinking' part in the beginning.
and the week pleasantly ended off with a nice chat over supper and a ride for the first-time! perfect.

there you go, so much for my wonderfully spent-with-friends-and-family week (((((:

IS presentation was pretty good
"congrats, a job well done" was what the tutor said
but i was totally turned off with these 2 biatches in the class who obviously do not know the basic courtesy of making queries. they're tagged with the oh-so-you-think-you-know-better-than-me attitude. so fucking full of themselves. damnit.
otherwise, i really enjoyed myself and hoping to reap good results (:

~~May~~ is sucha SINFUL month la!
i've already caught 2 movies and it's not the end yet!
"must-watch!":
-over the hedge
-da vinci code
-xmen 3!! man, James Marsoen, you're sucha HOTTIE ((:

nobody knows it but me;

2006-05-10T23:44:00.000+08:00

OH AND I FORGOT SOMETHING

WIL STUDENTS CAN'T GO FOR THE KOREA STUDY TRIP

@#!$@!$%^@!#@$ @$%^!#!@#$%^!

*HUGE FROWNS* ):

2006-05-10T20:45:00.000+08:00

i have so little to type, so much to feel
emotions are horrible lil' things
they creep into you so unknowingly when you least want them to
they're EVIL ):

hate it when winter and autumn meet each other
they would only lead people into confusion, temptation and over-flowing EMOtions
i said they were evil right? ):
and so are ~~you~~

it's okay if you're skeptical bout my sanity ):
you should just change your surname to WANG and name yourself BA DAN!

okay, that was enough
otherwise, today wasn't that bad
had a mini birthday celebration for weiliang after itlg tut!
and i had weiliang to eat a VERY BIG portion of the cake. HEE (: *i am evil too
then followed by k-box with wendy, yanping, yihong, weiliang, karen, liming, bifang, candi, sam and xiaosi! the first tt05 outing. (:
not bad at all
enjoyed myself (:
i had to,
ESPECIALLY WHEN someONE PS'ed me for movie tonight @#$%^&^!

what's next?

2006-05-09T01:05:00.000+08:00

I AM SO DAMN FREAKISHLY STRESSED UP!!!!!!!!!

there's:

IS wisp role play
IS ISM project

KMS weblog
KMS project proposal

ITLG weblog
ITLG podcast/vodcast
ITLG thematic display at NP library

ECD business plan
ECD business report

SM business project

and of course...

WIL.. an on-going going going project....

i need a hug, a big broad shoulder, a... ~~YOU~~

):

2006-05-05T00:07:00.000+08:00

okay, tt05 is not as bad as i deemed after all. ;)

projects are piling up like nobody's business la!
i've probably 6 projects in hand already

reports, researches, ROLE PLAY?!

yes, again.

though yes, we all had a hilarious session during blaw BUT...
we're into yr 3 and still doing role play? omg.
fun.

right, i'm now the student coordinator for our wonderful WIL project
WE DREW LOTS KAY
what horrible/honourable luck i have there? beats me totally
i hope i won't screw things up too badly
still, i look forward to working with the other 8. :)

by the way, WIL is Work Integrated Learning

The objective of the project is to give our WIL students an opportunity to use their IT knowledge and skills to serve the community, and at the same time, develop the hidden potential and leadership skills in each of them.
The programme includes six training sessions at the Prisons Aftercare Supervision Section (PASS) where the student trainers are lecturers and tutors to a group of selected RT boys.

hmm. do you roughly get the idea now?
that explains much bout my excitement cum apprehension
still, up to the challenge ;)

i don't really fancy waiting all the time
it makes me wonder if my sanity still exists
yet, you're the reason for my insanity
you're sucha ~~SIN~~

but i'm willing (:

2006-05-03T01:45:00.000+08:00

Presenting to you.....

MY 4 FAVOURITE GUYS...

OR 2 LOVELY COUPLES

ERM, YOU COULD SAY BEST FRIENDS TOO

yeah, whatever. (((:

top left (josh) - dr.jekyll- says:
i love u joyce!

top right (fab) - The Red Shoes says:
I LOVE YOU JOYCE

bottom right (zy) - zy - slow cheetah coming for my forest says:
LOVE EUUU JOYCE

erm, as for the bottom left Mr. JOEL LEE, he's already sleeping soundly. but it's okay, i still know he loves me! hahah (:

yesyesyes guys, thanks for all the proclaimation. you people really make GREAT COUPLES.

hee hee

anywayyyyy,

I LOVE YOU GUYS TOOOOOOOOOOOOO. VERY MUCH. ;)

2006-04-30T23:52:00.000+08:00

i was watching a movie on scv just now
and i cried pretty badly

it wasn't a soap opera neither was it a sappy show
just that, there was this scene where the daddy was hell supportive of his daughter
she was shivering and sobbing away and her daddy just stood there waiting to embrace his daughter

i probably never really talked bout my own dad
those piggy rides he used to give me
days i demanded him to scratch my back
tapping gently on my back to make sure i sleep soundly
pampering me like a lil' princess
protecting me from my mum's beating

i never realised i miss papa this much

perhaps i've been too used to it
for 9 solid years without him around somehow led to immunity i guess

no matter where he is now, i hope he's safe and healthy (:

what does the future hold, really... what?

2006-04-29T13:08:00.000+08:00

missed the first WIL meeting cause i was having fever
i seriously feel damn bad
afraid that i might leave a bad impression
so for the first time, i e-mailed the tutor to apologise
haha
weird it may sound but it puts my mind at ease

it's been a week since school started
most modules interest me and i'm glad they do ;)

thursday was simply great cause malcolm and fiona came back to school
had a chat with mal while waiting for fifi
then saw junyan and terence!
ahh, okay at least i'm seeing more people i know ((:

then fifi and i waited for qiqi to be dismissed
so off we go and we ended in town
and there were andy and kelvin - 2 graduated seniors from BIT ;)
i wonder why i never once saw them in school before
haha

anyway, tong and teresa met us shortly after
had dinner at BK
and omg! all the while korkor was sitting beside us and i didn't realise!
he must've heard alot of my rubbish and mushy movements!
hahah
then finally he decided to call me and teased me
bah!
that copycat, he went to kbox with his friends that night too

kbox was brilliant laaaaaa
we had so much fun
and were highing away like 4 mad girls released from the mental hospital
hee hee
qiqi, please recover soooooon! <3

okay, so much for fun
went back, washed up, slept
and the bloody fever came ):

it's just the beginning; we'll find the answers together (:

2006-04-26T22:24:00.000+08:00

korkor was using his HIGHEST and LOUDEST voice to sing cao ge's latest song
IN DA LIVING ROOM WITH THE DOORS RIGHT OPENED
alrighty, and the next moment both of us heard a loud "BANG" from outside

HAHAHA
could you picture that?!
it was damn hilarious
i laughed until i farted literally
LOL
still, i was trying very hard to shut him up already kay

but well, it was too late!

dinner was goooooood
fab brought us to this ...
bao gong xo fish head bee hoon place
hahah
but we had zi char!
food was not too bad
company was definitely fantastic as usual!
we need to do more of this guys
let's go pek kio next time la
haha
poor josh gotta travel all the time :p

darn
lecture's at 9am tmr again
but i can't wait to see fifi in school!

omg omg omg

have i told you i'm happy? ;)

p.s.
fab&joel: have you guys seen this yet?! slowwwwwwwww. :p

2006-04-26T00:53:00.000+08:00

actually no, i don't have this big issue with gays
just that, i was wondering
how exactly it feels like to fall in love with the same gender
it's just, beyond comprehension

anyway, something would be really wrong if i understood it someday

school's been...
~~okay~~
i reckon i'll still need some time to adapt to it
very much different now
with unfamiliar faces flooding canteen 1
even finding someone whom i can eat with is such a chore now

i'd rather get bullied everyday..

anyway, YOU forgot all about it
how how how could YOU?!

"Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are on the top of it. The boys don’t want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. So instead, they just get the rotten apples which are on the ground, that aren’t as good, but easy."

an extract from a friend's blog which triggered some thoughts
do people still protect themselves this much
or simply for the sake of pleasure?

everything should just go back to norm; from where we said goodbye

we're gonna meet joel for dinner tmr and i'm totally looking forward to it ! (:
school's been a lil' weird without him around
haha

and it's kbox with the girls and a few .. other special guests on thur! haha
can't wait no more ;)

i don't get pissed with just anyone; anyhow

2006-04-21T23:15:00.000+08:00

the 3 days of bAoc'06 just went past swiftly
it's way incomparable to bAoc'05 of course

but i had my share of fun of course
freshies this year are so enthu

when we were still freshies ....
sitting in canteen 1, keeping so quiet
kexi and zhiming had so much problem leading us on
wonder what's wrong with the '87 batch man
haha

hmmm
cute guys > pretty girls

too bad for YOU GUYS IN BA!
hee hee

i am so gonna miss soooooo many many people
the graduated seniors
canteen 1 is gonna be so bare and quiet without you guys
I STILL LOVE YOUUUUUUUU PEOPLE ;)

been spending most of the time in school this week
nothing very much in particular

but the part bout me and teresa's BIG BIG CRAPPING thing was way to HIGH
hee hee
right, teresa?!
great night out
of course; with much efforts

can't wait to visit hongkong! (:

2006-04-16T19:15:00.000+08:00

yesterday was totally nice

caught Eight Below with josh, zy and joel in the afternoon
i never took a fancy on dogs until those huskies appeared in the show
in fact, they're pretty cute. 'cept that max looked fierceee
anywayyy, paul walker is cute and he has pretty eyes!
all in all, i'd say it's worth my money (:

church wasn't anything great cept' for faith and pastor george
i mean, c'mon
people come to you with such sarcasm and start probing
'wowww, where have you disappeared to?'
'haven't seen you for so long, what happened to you?'
'and i thought it's your hols now?'
WHEN I WAS THERE FREAKING 2 WEEKS AGO

did they even notice?
seriously, what's their problem man
people who genuinely care, i'd have long figured out
i need no sarcastic remarks from you people out there
and if i ever really disappear, it wouldn't be cause i no longer bear that faith, but you hypocrites

i do no fake

anyway, that was just a random ranting
no offence or hard feelings

decided that i couldn't stand to spend the rest of the night with them
yh and i agreed to go for a 'night picnic'
heh, crazy and lame it may sound but it was wholly fun
bought snacks and drinks and drove up to east coast park
sat along the beach and chatted for hours
brilliant way to end the night with my rantings as above

and who says platonic relationship do not exist (;

ahh, and it's exactly 3 months to my 19th
initially i thought it wouldn't be anything special
until penny reminded me that this would be the last celebration we see a '1' in front of our age
BAH!

2006-04-14T02:02:00.000+08:00

bAoc prep was sooo much better with wen and joyce around
lunch was good
with REALLY JUICY stuff shared
hee

met teresa at marina sq afterwhich
and OMG
for the first time, the bus driver had to wake me up. haha. bahh
finally for the first time i had carl's jr and omg!
their burgers are hugeeeee
though yummy
both of us were sooooo full and we didn't even finish the food
went to lacoste accessories and ahh! spotted the bag i saw online but it's made of ployester!
and anywayy, it costs 190 bucks. SO YESS, i figured the puma bag was good enough
hee
so i got myself a LOVELY puma bag. ;)
pleasant evening with teresa (:

went down to bb after the tkd session
drove around and oh myyyy, there was a long long queue at hong kong cafe
they serve damn yummy food! (:
i miss their yuan yang ):

so we decided not to wait and yh drove us to swensen's
ice creammmmm. ~~SIN~~
haha
and many many pictures taken
great night with them ;)

it's gonna be yet another long day tmr

but i'm certainly enjoying life totally!
ohhh
and i found out some others who're in tt05
BAH!

2006-04-10T23:10:00.000+08:00

T.H.E.M

check this video out man
nahh, quit thinking dirty, you horny people
it's hell cool trust me
one of the vids janson showed us at his place (;

everytime i go back, it only encourages me to miss you more
bad bad bad

the only pleasant thing was prolly bumping into joyce this afternoon
otherwise, it'd have been really horrible

*chocolate peppermint milk tea saved the day though ;)

ben called and we met up for awhile
glad he liked the fcuk shirt i bought him (:
~~"do you wanna consider being my gf"~~ was what i heard
HAHAHA was my response accompanied with a BIG BIG smile

not funny, buddy
after being unattached for nearly a year
being in love again is simply out of the question

let alone with a buddy, BUD
i knew you were kidding and you'd better be, dearest ;)

life's good and i see no necessary changes as yet
but of course
everyone has their moments
me included (:

till then;

2006-04-09T19:43:00.000+08:00

you've found your way (;

i'm so sick of words; cheap words
"we'll catch up soon."
"can't wait to see ya!"
"let's meet up soon kay!"
yeah, whatever

c'mon, don't say those words for the sake of saying them
say what you mean; mean what you say
i need nobody to entertain me with those statements.

went to janson's housewarming yesterday night
was damn fun; damn embarrassing
first truth - "are you a V?"
ohhhh, wth
-YES
and you hear BIG OHHHHS from the crowd
BAH!
what's with these games man
tio'ed damn alot of dares la
frenching a girl wasn't all
smooching guys
PERFORMING LAP DANCE TO DON! OMG
whyyyyyy me :(
HAHA
but well
they're the most enthu people i've ever played with
interesting

wondering if his "once" was refering to me.....