time for a changeeee which i badly need (:

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my brother has once again, kindly, lied to meeeee.
urgh
he's out yet again

i've never felt so lonely before

i do not like this feeling... at all.

so it's been a long long while since i last keyed an entry
so much happened over the weeks
besides, the start of my attachment has made me so lifeless
yeah, i'm very much perturbed by this brutal fact

okay, let's talk about my attachment at JCHS Media first
so, basically they manufacture and distribute major accesories for apple products such as ipods, ibooks, etc..
yeap, and the first few days of work were horrendous
what we did was packing, more packing and still packing!
omg
subsequently, my boss gave me more tasks to do
erm, stuff which proved to be constructive and i must say i am beginning to learn quite a bit from the company
that's not a bad thing (:
i'm doing sales and marketing and a little internet marketing as well

it's finally into the second week of my attachment and i can't wait for it to end already!
seriously, i don't mind waking up this early every morn to go to sch now.. heh


life's unpredictable;
bryan's dad got injured badly and was hospitalized a week ago
he's gotta at least stay for another 2-3 months i suppose
poor baby bryan has been staying over at the hospital with his dad almost everyday
but he's a great son; it touches me to see the way he takes care of his dad
it makes me love him even more (:
take good care of yourself my dear..i'm always here for ya <3
and be rest assured that uncle will recover very soon for he is a strong man! (:
and you've been the best boyfriend ever so don't worry anything bout neglecting me..
i still love you no matter what (:

sad news one after another;
tjow's dad passed away at home
it's really heartwrenching to hear this news
and it's not just long ago that his wife gave birth to their baby girl
just as they welcome a new little life into the family
they have to bid goodbye to another....
life... is such.
it only teaches me to truly cherish the people ard me more (:

and mama is holidaying in korea nowwww
for 8 friggin days!
perhaps i've been too caught up with other stuff to even miss my mum
but it's certainly good to have her ard to wake me up and prepare breakfast for me!

alright folks, till then..
i really miss some of my friends
those that i used to hang out with so often before attachment
we should do something exciting like damn soon
meanwhile, take careee everyone who's reading this (:


**i was really elated to see you all dressed up just for a usual date out
you really looked uber cute and captivating
and how i miss admiring your pretty eyes without your specs
but nah, you look good in anything ;)
i know you wanted to please me
i know you are forking out time to accompany me
i know... i know, you love me
and i love you dearly too (:
thanks for everything my dearest boy.. <3

someone is naughty and he found his way here! haha :P

anyway...

Happy 1st Month, DARLING!

16o8o6
tricked baby bryan and had him to come over
prepared a heart-shaped potato salad especially for him
and a box of surprises all for my baby! hee (:
a scrumptious dinner at marina sq
a lovely film
and a sweet sweet way to mark the day with a big big smile at swensen's!
what a lovely night with my dearest (:

and now it's time to mug yet again
omg!
itlg this saturday....
and i haven't really started
uh oh
but at least i have my motivation with me while i go through all this
heee
can't wait for next thurs to come so that we can finally enjoy! (:

wendy ng! time to camp in the lib AGAIN
haha

meanwhile.. all the best for the finals peeps! (:

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,

who calls you back when you hang up on him,

who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,

or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...

wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,

who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,

who holds your hand in front of his friends,

who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on.

One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares

and how lucky he is to have you....

The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her."

2000-word report on WIL reflections
there's actually alot in mind
much to share
but everything feels so... limited
i need a pool of inspiration.. OMG ):

ohh, and i forgot to mention about eeyore?
fineee. i shall tell the whole world how WENDY NG and BRYAN CHUA mistreated my favourite toy before we went to catch the fireworks
these 2 persons were guilty of suffocating my eeyore, stuffing the poor donkey into my not-so-big sling bag, thinking that i wldn't notice and still bring it out -_-
you seeee, eeyore isn't very slim as you might've noticed. BAH! what a superb plan there... (:
now you know what you get when 2 of a kind get together.. woahahah

when they say opposites attract, it's actually kinda true. lol (:

just 1 last presentation to go..
1 more report to submit..
and all's overrrrr!
BUT
my first paper is approaching a tad too fast
and it's time to mug again.... holy crap.

DID I MENTION I AM ULTRA UNDERPAID FOR MY ATTACHMENT?! 5.5 DAYS... OMG
THEY BETTER TEACH ME CONSTRUCTIVE STUFF! ):

i need ideas for the sweetest present, erm, hand-made ones..
any ideas folks?! (:
no prizes for the best suggestion...
but maybe an exclusive hug frm joyce tan?! woahahah
pleaseeeee help ((:

above all else
thank God for my sweetest baby bryan
he's been sucha great companion, a motivator, and the best lover (: